Kowleen is sexually, mentally, and physically abused beginning around the age of three, by her father. It lasts until she reaches her teens. She has been taught sex is the only way to show and receive love. She uses this to find happiness as an adult over and over again, only to find something is not working. Her happiness lasts only a shot while. She tries harder allowing her abusers to take advantage. Again, she entrusts her happiness to a man who in the end betrays her in such a way no woman should ever endure. Time and time again she climbs the hill towards happiness only to tumble back to the bottom. After 56 years of enduring the pain of feeling worthless she finds her faith. She realizes God did not abandon her. She realized she simply never listened to Him with her heart. Once she does, her life changes dramatically. Her life is filled with forgiveness and peace. She is a survivor.